skywalker_twin: (Little Girl)
skywalker_twin ([personal profile] skywalker_twin) wrote2006-07-28 09:48 am

Otherways: Sucking It Up (for [livejournal.com profile] notdarkorlight)

She figures that a time comes in one's life when admitting that the only prat in any situation is yourself is not only wise, but necessary.

Which is why she has a peanut-butter and jelly sandwich, no-crust, with a side of two chocolate chip cookies and a glass of milk.

It's also why she sets it in front of that Force-be-damned brother of hers, a look of resignation on her face.

"Look, I'm sorry for what I did," she says. "I suppose I'm a little too used to getting the things I want. I don't know. But consider this a peace offering. Me and the brother I knew in this place used to share them all the time. I thought you might like them."

[identity profile] notdarkorlight.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, well, he wasn't her and where he was from there was no Emperor. Just criminals who liked to tear apart the minds of children. Idiots who thought they could get away with everything. He goes quiet.

"Invading someone's mind without permission is worse than being nearly killed."

It's how he sees it. And yet he's invaded people's minds before that had the audacity to cross him.

[identity profile] skywalker-twin.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 03:08 pm (UTC)(link)
She looks away. "It's how I usually get my orders from the Emperor," she says quietly. "Without warning, right here." She taps her forehead.

[identity profile] notdarkorlight.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 03:10 pm (UTC)(link)
He shakes his head. "That's worse than death." Those eyes watch her for a moment though. It's possible that he'd let her try again... just with ample warning or actually asking.

Notice... neither of them have touched the milk.

[identity profile] skywalker-twin.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, well, as Leia reaches for the cookie, she automatically reches for the milk...

"I was told it was an honour. Emperor's Hand, they called me. Able to hear his exalted voice from anywhere in the galaxy."

[identity profile] notdarkorlight.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 03:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"Then they lied to you."

It's as simple as that. If some ignorant being told her that it was an honor then they lied. And he's not going to stop her from reaching for the milk.

[identity profile] skywalker-twin.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 03:26 pm (UTC)(link)
She dunks the cookie before biting into it. "Yeth, well, seeing as how he," swallow, "trained me, I had no reason to believe otherwise."

[identity profile] notdarkorlight.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 03:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"I know otherwise. There's no honor in invading minds. No matter what the reason. Ask first. Then there might be some honor in it."

[identity profile] skywalker-twin.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 03:43 pm (UTC)(link)
She finishes the cookie and drinks half the milk in one gulp.

She wipes her mouth with the back of her hand and gives Luke a searching look.

"Can I show you something? In here?" she asks, tapping her temple. "Maybe it will help you understand everyone's confusion at your presence?"

[identity profile] notdarkorlight.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 03:49 pm (UTC)(link)
And there might be some reluctance but he gives a slight nod to her. "Sure."

Which means the shields he'd thrown up the first time around come down.

[identity profile] skywalker-twin.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
And then she's opening her own mind to him, as well, getnly brushing against his and inviting him in...

Where he will see her memories of Lukey, of how he had greeted her when she first arrived and the time they had spent together in this place.

And it's followed by the memory of finding out what had happened to her baby brother, how he had disappeared.

Tears are falling from her eyes by this point.

[identity profile] notdarkorlight.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
And he frowns a bit at that. The memories. He doesn't remember any of that but at the same time he does. Just not strongly. After all... a lot of stuff got pushed to the back of his mind then.

There's no telling when in the world it happened but he's suddenly beside Leia and wrapping his arms around his sister. He wants to cry but there's no way he can. He's locked so much stuff up that its almost not possible.

[identity profile] skywalker-twin.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 04:29 pm (UTC)(link)
And she's turning to hug him close.

"No one abandoned you, my brother," she says softly. "You were taken from us and no one could get out to find you."

And she lets him in deeper, seeing how her life had been and how she had been at odds with the brother from her time and place only to find a loving, affectionate little boy who loved her very, very much.

[identity profile] notdarkorlight.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh."

Now he feels bad for accusing his dad of abandoning him. It's what he'd thought. It's the only thing he'd known. All he'd known.

And those aren't tears... really they're not. Okay... maybe they are.

[identity profile] skywalker-twin.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 04:41 pm (UTC)(link)
And then she's pulling gently away from him mentally and swallowing a sob.

"Father really pulled a number when you disappeared. Mother and I, we had to stop him from doing something stupid. He was ready to cut a hole in the wall."

[identity profile] notdarkorlight.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
"I should find him."

He's not moving away from his sister though. He shakes his head. "I accused him of abandoning me. I didn't know. I think I made him hate me."

Which is a whole lot worse than Leia's mistake from earlier or rather it hurts a lot worse.

[identity profile] skywalker-twin.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'd be careful how you do it, though. He's not easilly mollified."

[identity profile] notdarkorlight.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Luke sighs and just lays his head on his sister's shoulder. "Shouldn't of said what I did to him." He whispers. Now see... things would've been fine had he allowed Leia to do the mind thing earlier.

[identity profile] skywalker-twin.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 05:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, but he didn't know then, and she neither did she.

Only thing left to do is pray that bridges have not been burned down.

"Oh, and be weary of mother. She's...hormonal."

[identity profile] notdarkorlight.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 05:50 pm (UTC)(link)
They probably have been or at least that's what daddy's last statement had sounded like before. He blinks a bit. "Why?" Little Luke didn't know about the babies.

[identity profile] skywalker-twin.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, should she really say this?

"I'm sorry, I got in trouble the last time I told, and I really, really want to tell you. But Mother would kill me."

She pouts.

[identity profile] notdarkorlight.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
"Mom wouldn't kill you."

Right...? Wait... oh, confused boy now. He didn't know Padme was mommy to begin with.

[identity profile] skywalker-twin.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'll let you revise that statement once you've met up with her," she says with a grin.

"She was over by the fireplace, where I left her. I don't think she's moved since."

[identity profile] notdarkorlight.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
"I only know dad."

He's making a slight face at that.

"Who exactly are you calling mom?"

Yeah... might need to help him with that one.

[identity profile] skywalker-twin.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
"Padme. As I said, she's still on the couch over there."

She gives him a curious glance. "But before you do that, I should show you how things work around here. Because if there isn't a bartender to ask, you have to get it yourself."

[identity profile] notdarkorlight.livejournal.com 2006-07-28 07:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Luke blinks at the name then something clicks in his mind... OH! Her!

"Okay... how do things work around here?"